ever felt like youre lost???

like you have nothing planned? nothing to look forward to? lots of friends but still feel alone? like you have lots of favorite people but your no one's favorite? like even God doesnt have you on His top friends list? thats how im feeling. down. out. depressed i believe its called. and i dont know why i feel like this. or maybe i do. i dont know anymore. someone hook me up to some jumper cables please! i need boost!